Monday, February 27, 2017

She looks like a beautiful fairy

Kate Bosworth


Saturday, February 25, 2017

Amy Lee has a new song

apparently Evanescence too

and you know what?

it is pretty normal Lee's style song

and I don't love it anymore

apparently since I removed all of the sad song from my playlist I kinda forgot how they make me feel

I listened to them now

and deleted them once again

not gonna drown in that sad sad sad sea of self-pity

I am continuing stating: sad songs are evil and they will drag you down in misery


believe me, I know

wasted too much time


listen better for some positively sad song

Glorious you :)

Monday, February 20, 2017


was the only word in my head when I saw this thing in Ikea
I can be the perfect example of "lazy ass" meaning

and I knew you can find those things in the stores, but somehow I always thought they are pointless


for the cost of 3 euros I was willing to give it a try



it freaking works

the lazy side of me just became more lazier

no need to bite around

just slice the shit out of it


worth buying

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Et tu, Brute?

I died a little inside when I heard new Linkin Park song


congrats for making commercially successful song 

and listen to the sound of dying hopes of your old fans

no, boys and girls, they did not come back to Hybrid Theory sound, but rather continued doing that pop mess

I don't know


but well

their choice to make that kind of music

and we will always appreciate the good old one

I still remember all the words :)


is the number of my favourite bus

and not because it is 3 4 5 aka Pythagorean triples aka 3:4:5 triangle

and already only that can be enough to be my favourite bus

but because it makes my life easier

do I use that bus?



I live in the middle of nowhere and public transport options are very limited

I am usually using 322

but in order to catch another bus (I need to change buses to get to work) my 322 must be on time

and I am not talking about minutes, no, it is more seconds like thing :)

if I don't want to wait another 15 minutes to get the second bus

so I am usually missing 59 bus, because my 322 was 10-15 seconds late

but the moment I see 345 I know I will be on time

because if I see 345, that means it is moving ahead of us and it is collecting all the passengers my bus could have had to collect

and we skip those bus stops and I am able to catch 59 bus

it is like with people

you are not together, but you are moving on the same road parallel to each other

and you don't really need that person

you would be fine without that person

but life sucks just a little less, when you have that person next to you :)

thank you, 345 bus for making my life less miserable


Wednesday, February 15, 2017

The Great White Pyramid

now that is what I call conspiracy


good job, China!

to hide giant pyramid and keep it away from tourists for so many years


I am not even sure is it real

and are those pictures actual pictures of the pyramid

but here they are


I am always buying the least attractive buns

I buy croissants couple of times a week

and I am always choosing the worst looking ones :)

I have no idea why, but I feel bad knowing that they probably will not fulfill their purpose: to feed someone

I guess it is something like Phoebe's christmas trees thing :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2017



is hoooooooooooooot

Sunday, February 12, 2017

Thankfully we still have Michael Buble

to save our cold hearts without electro crap


and yes

I cried in the end of the video

it seems to me I cry a lot lately


We lost another one

to the world of electro crap music

but well

congratulations, James Blunt for gaining a lot of views and love from new generations

sounding just like other super mega popular electro crap artists


I don't even want to post this video, but here it is

James Blunt - Love Me Better

complaining old granny who I am


went listening to his older songs



I love trains more than I love sailing ships

mostly because I have a tendency to suffer from sea sickness each time the wind is stronger than expected

and we have big solid ships who can handle those kind of winds

so thinking about going to sailing ship makes my stomach do crazy things


but lets talk about Pamir

Pamir was the last commercial sailing ship

and even though you should never use those two words in one sentence : She was huuuuuge


to my dear landlubbers: when you talk about the ships, you should use "she"

we have a lot of wooden ships at home

but they are all those normal sized sailing ships

like this one

I have never thought, that sailing ship can actually be so big

juuuuust loooooooook aaaaat heeeeeer

unfortunately, she sunk off the Azores in 1957



some of you were born before the last commercial sailing ship was still sailing



just think about that

in 1961 the first human was placed into space

just 4 years after the last commercial sailing ship ended her job


now I am considering myself a brave woman

but something tells me I would had run away screaming like a little girl if I saw that ship


just look at those sails


Saturday, February 11, 2017

I cried the first time I heard that song

happy unexpected tears

that song and video just bring back good memories

a lot of it

and now I am smiling everytime I am listening to it

and I am smiling almost non-stop now :)

such and incredible yet simple song

DONOTS feat. Frank Turner - So Long

the chorus part stole my soul


sooooo looooong sooooo looooong soooooo loooooong

Are clouds alive???

another crazy theory from the crazy people living in the crazy world

and I am just crazy enough to believe in it for a little bit :)

there is a theory that clouds are like our mother Earth spies

like if they are silently gathering information about what the hell is going on on the surface

and occasionally help people :)

or kill people

I do believe that our biosphere is something close to perfect system, that can control itself

and if people are multiplying so fast and destroying it even faster - then it is needed

some sort of "it is always darkest before the dawn"

or "your face looks like a bloody mess right after chemical peeling, but then you will have baby skin"

that kind of thing

bad news for us

but we are so insignificant in terms of eternity, that meh, at least we lived


anyways, I know how to use Google and I am not afraid of doing it


for those of you, who skipped school on the day they talked about clouds here is the short summary that you need to know : clouds are water vapour and ice-crystals

clouds indeed, can be classified as living objects

but not because they are animals

but because they are the carriers of bacteria and sometimes fungi, providing them needed resources

it is obviously not scientifically approved and admitted, that clouds are alive

that would be super weird

and then sea water and lake water and pretty much every kind of water and winds should be classified as living objects


I do believe they are alive :)

just not in the regular way :)

there is carbon life

there is silicon life

why can they add some type of life that includes our clouds?


and every single time you look up and see a cloud


it might be watching you

who knows


If you could order a dream

would you do that?

have you heard about lucid dreaming?
A lucid dream is a dream during which the dreamer is aware of dreaming. During lucid dreaming, the dreamer may be able to exert some degree of control over the dream characters, narrative, and environment.
I accidentally had those kind of dreams couple of times

worst feeling I've ever had

when you understand that something is wrong, but you have no idea how to make sure is it real or are you dreaming

creepy old lady, creepy almost dead myself, creepy shadow

eeeeverything in those kind of dreams for me was creepy

and I still remember everything

today I read an article about possible technique that can program your dreams

you choose yourself what you want to see while you are sleeping

and apparently a lot of people are willing to try that out

they probably did not have that creepy experience, like some of us did


for me that is just another way of running away from your problems

another way of escaping reality

another way of blaming everyone for your failures

coward people need coward escape routes



not coward

that is apparently offensive now

delicate people with delicate inner world


it could turn into dream addiction

and I think it is good

there is always some percentage of people who do their best to destroy their lives

most of them over use alcohol

some of them - drugs

so why to pay drug dealers and support killers

when you can be just like in Matrix

took some pill (or got attached to some cable) and live in your dream

while brave people save the real world

I always wondered do people who use drugs (no matter how heavy that drug is, if it is illegal substance, that is enough) understand, that they are sponsoring thousands and thousands of criminal activities?

you want to escape from your reality, but does not it bother you, that people kill and rape other people so that you can get that opportunity?

I think people who buy drugs should be all punished

it is just a white useless powder

until you want to buy it


if you are such a weak person, who can't even have proper dreams (I am not talking about war veterans, that is absolutely not the same thing)

then waiting for this opportunity to program your dreams is a perfect solution for you!

another perfect solution: grow the eff some balls and face your problems

but it is not delicate enough for delicate people :)

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

New Imagine Dragons

sound more like old Imagine Dragons

less electro crap

more voice


I don't loooooove it, but I liiiiiiiiiiike it


the more I listen to it, the more I like it

video can be outstanding

but then again

their lead singer is so hot he can just stand looking into camera without doing anything else and I will still love that video :)

I baked a cake with pears

and then took every piece of pears out

because I hate pears

why did I bake a pear cake?

I have no idea

sometimes I question my actions

because I can't find any proper reason to explain them

but well

pear cake without pears tastes pretty good :)

Monday, February 6, 2017

No one calls you honey

Valerie stole my heart :)

Wednesday, February 1, 2017


I am pretty sure Lucifer has the best playlist among all tv shows


love it

Valerie Broussard - Trouble

There is something intriguing in this picture

and I have no idea what it is


Victoria Crater