Wednesday, May 3, 2017

The Black Tower

first of all I have to admit that I had not read that series of books

I am not really a big fan of Stephen King, he has interesting stories, but most of it end in nowhere and you are just sitting there thinking: whaaaaaaaaaaat?


so I have no previous experience with the characters of that story

therefore I don't see any problem with The Gunslinger being black (apparently he is not black in the books)

especially since Idris is playing him

and lets face it: that man is hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot


Tuesday, May 2, 2017

MET Gala 2017

I've seen all of the dresses, but only two caught my eye

and they are both white and simple


Thursday, April 27, 2017

Dr. Ian Malcolm will be baaaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!

that's what I call good news :)
Jeff Goldblum joins 'Jurassic Park' sequel

(CNN)Life -- and Universal Pictures -- found a way to bring Jeff Goldblum back to "Jurassic Park."

Well known for playing the snarky but charming Dr. Ian Malcolm in the "Jurassic Park" series, Goldblum will return to the franchise in the sequel to "Jurassic World," CNN has learned.

I love Jurassic Park, I looooooooooooooooove that movie almost as much as I love Michael Crichton

I love the original movie, the second one, the third one and Jurassic world and I can say right away, I will love the fifth movie no matter how bad it would be :)

but with Dr Ian Malcolm it just can't be bad :)

Those basses are killing me

first of all: I should bad for liking this song

secondly: thoseeeee baaaaaasseeeeeeeees

now that's pure electro crap

but you should listen in HQ to fully understand the power of it :)

Dillon Francis - Say Less (ft. G-Eazy)

eleeeectro craaaaaap

I like it :)

has close to zero of meaning in that lyrics

but I like it :)

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

She should be looking too naked

but instead she looks plain goooooooooorgeous

Karolina Kurkova

Barcelona Bridal Fashion Week

looooooooooooove this dress

would not wear it

but still looooooooooooove it

the back of that dress stole my heart

Monday, April 24, 2017

Here is another post about King Arthur


waiting and waiting and waiting

almost here

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Definizione dell'impossibile

I always wondered why people stick to one music genre only

the world is full of beautiful music

like mysterious Tale Of Us - Definizione dell'impossibile

Dinah Washington

if I had a chance, I would like trying to live in 50's-60's

I think I would fit there well


That's what I call good pop song

Lorde - Green Light

Black socks

there are things that I just don't like

black socks are one of those

in my perfect world the only appropriate colour for socks is white

I am not a big fan of colourful socks, but I can tolerate them

but I just hate black socks

I have no idea why

I like black colour

I have plenty of black dresses

but when I need to put on my black boots that are not above the ankle I am feeling close to panicking :)

and I take off the black socks the first thing when I come back and take those shoes off

I love them

they have gorgeous heels and even though my legs are super tired from wearing them, I am wearing them :)

girls things :)

I tried wearing them without socks, that did not work out

so I have now plenty of black socks

that I hate


I feel like a new person when I change them for the white ones :)

Friday, April 21, 2017

Trial & Error

I stopped watching Trial & Error after first episode

because I thought it was so impossibly stupid

but after couple of days I caught myself laughing inside on some of their jokes

and I gave it another try

and I looooooooove it


it is so weird, that it makes you laugh almost non stop :)

it is something like Parks and Recreation

only that Trial did not need so much time to start being funny


Thursday, April 20, 2017



just like that

all capitals


here is the song from the upcoming album


I was afraid listening to that song, since Linkin Park turned into electro crap lately

and, lets admit it, The black market was not thaaaaaaaaaaat good (that ugly overdone sound that they had there, ehh, the least favourite album from them)


but if Wolves are going to be as good as their first single, then I have no doubts it would be ahhhhh-mazing

thaaaaaaaaaaat music

back to the good sounding

and the lyrics

and the "rrrr"-voice

all that I needed


Welcome back, Rise Against, hope to see you in Finland!


and lets appreciate the album artwork

something tells me the album with that kind of cover just can't be bad

it just can't be



bearded blondie :)

They should go on tour together

and name it "We used to like you, but now we don't"

disastrous Linkin Park (Mike alone can't save it)

and outrageous Paramore

this picture would be the perfect description of my feelings


I believe I was in space tonight


it was one of those dreams, when you feel absolutely real in those unreal surroundings

and I want to believe it was all real

because it felt so right

like if I had found my place


not gonna tell what I saw

but the answer to the question : The Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything

is not 42

for me it is "being happy and never letting go the people who make you happy"


simple as that

I have a new hobby now

much more interesting than any reality show

ISS live

and I feel terribly sad, that I need to explain that ISS is not those sick bastards, but rather glorious International Space Station

here is the official stream that they have 24/7

here is the link

and believe me or not

but I can watch that for hours

even if they are just cruising over our planet

I love listening to their talks

and I was surprised to know, that sometimes they argue like normal people do :)

something like: I had not understood, do I need to put the new pipe or connect it to the old one?

and Moscow people trying to explain what to do

and he asks multiply times to be sure

they usually speak Russian, but with on time translation to English

I told ya

better than reality show


sometimes they are doing their thing outside the ISS

and we have videos from their helmets (better watch those ones on YouTube)

we are expecting the delivery early Saturday morning :)

I hope they will show the docking process in all of its glory

I sincerely don't understand why people waste their lives on religion

and wars

and destroying our nature

when here it is

here is the future

here is the present

but we prefer to live in the past

and that is sad

that does not make me happier

I just won't stop bleeding

and it starts bothering me

yesterday after work I accidentally scratched my leg (need to see where I am going) and it started bleeding

I used disinfection materials and adhesive bandage to stop the bleeding (I have the cat, after all, those things are my best friends after playing with him :) and left it over night

today I took it off

and apparently it is still bleeding

it never happened before

my wounds heal themselves pretty fast

but not this time

and it is not even deep

should I worry?

am I getting too old and those simple things require now much more time?

but it should had stopped overnight

but it did not

oh well

we all gonna die someday

and "bled to death, because of her inability to see where she was going" sounds pretty normal to me


People don't share their happiness with me

and I just can't figure out why is that

I have enough friends to notice that pattern

when they have problems - they come complaining to me

when they need some help - they are coming asking for help

when they feel down - they come to me for support

but they rarely share something good in their lives with me

I feel like a trash can where you can dump all of your negative things

but you don't throw good things in the trash can, don't you?

I need to think about that

Monday, April 17, 2017

South Korea is for sure the best place to fall in love

just listen to this song:

will you looooove meeeeeeeee

I am the part of the lazy generation now

living in Instagram

no need to explain anything

no ways to hurt somebody's feelings

just taking pictures and saving them for the memories


but I still don't want to delete this place

nor do I want to write anything here

mostly because of all of the troubles I got into because of the thing I wrote here

people are so sensitive

and so am I

but I will work this out

so far

I am Insta


Wednesday, March 29, 2017

This song is so sweet

sooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

Thursday, March 23, 2017

It is surprisingly hard

to wake up thinking "what am I going to do today to make myself happy"

you are the most important person in your life

and if you can figure out what to do to make yourself happier

then probably we have a problem

being focused on all the things in the world

and ignoring your own needs and desires

but hey

reorganizing your life takes some time

and I am willing to give it to myself :)

as a soundtrack to that thought

here is my super sweet Brian Fallon

I lost most of myself pleasing everyone
I had to learn how to begin again
It’s alright, move on

I can almost hear the sound of crushing hopes

hopes, that new Linkin Park would be more like old Linkin Park

and if after "Heavy" I had a hope, that maybe they use that song to attract more people to them

to earn more money

then after the second release I gave up

remember that disaster?

cliché song with cliché video with cliché meaning and cliché vibe

here is the second one

if this is Battle symphony, we are losing the war

Want to have a good laugh?

I highly recommend watching Santa Clarita Diet

I have to say, though, the trailer is bad

it is baaaaaaaaad

when I saw it I had no intentions to watch that series

but good comments on one russian page made it's work

and I decided to try it out

aaaaaaaand I laaaaaaaaaaaaaughed like some sort of mentally challenged person

it is an extremely dark and sometimes disgusting humour

but in the polished modern world when you can't say what you want it is like a ray of light


not for kids

contains a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot of curse words

a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot


if you prefer Russian version - the best one is from NewStudio

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

I do not drink alcohol

so I have absolutely no idea from where my love towards songs about alcohol comes from


I have an inner Irish pirate in me


here is the Finnish band Korpiklaani

they aaaaaare aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawesome

one of the best shows I've been to


Well, hello there, Jake Gyllenhaal

Thursday, March 16, 2017

You can find wisdom in unexpected places

I am watching Girls tv show and let's face it

it is very


specific :)


in the last episode I heard one extremely interesting life coaching advice

something like: every morning after you wake up think: what would I do today to make myself happy?

like whaaaaaaaaaat

I never thought about that

I know, that I am emotional trash can

if some of my friends have some problem they throw it into me

it is good sometimes to feel, that you can help people

but lately I realized I am tired of that

people complain and then are angry if I do not share their opinion

or if I say: you complain too much

all that crap happens: oh, okay, if you don't want to hear about it, then I will talk only about interesting things to you

you know what?

after that we don't talk for about a week or so

my record was half a year

and not with one person, no, apparently it is a girl's thing

I do that too sometimes (when I don't get what I expected to get, I switch on silent treatment)

but they rarely ask: and how are you doing, Jana?

I have a lot of shit going on in my head

and sometimes I do want to spill it out

but I won't

I am fighting my own battles and even though I need some help


I am perfectly fine :)


since I got tired of pleasuring other people I took that advice very seriously

What would I do today to make MYSELF happy?

such an easy question

such a variety of possible answers

I should had gone into "me-me-me" mode a long time ago

firstly I will make myself happy, and only if I have some time left, I will make you happier

not the other way around


what would YOU do today to make yourself happier?

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Wanna have a day full of adventures for free?

I have a solution!

Leave your phone at home!!!

those were the most helpless I felt in a looooong time

it started with the milk

Every morning I drink a glass of milk (+glass of juice +glass of yoghurt, I drink a looooooooot in the morning)

in the evening looking through the products in the fridge I understood that I run out of milk, so I went to the nearest store to get one

I was already dressed up, when I noticed I left both of my phones on the other side of the room

well, I am a lazy ass, I was already in my boots and I had no desire to take them off, so I decided, meh, the store is 5 minutes away, I don't need a phone for going this close

went to the store

they did not have the type of milk I am drinking and I did not want to take the ones they had (they taste so baaaad), so I decided to go the to big store which is 15 minutes away if you are going by bus

went to the bust stop

decided to check the timetable from my phone

remembered that I left the phones at home

so I went to check the paper timetables on the bus stop

froze for a moment, because I had absolutely no idea what time is it


what was the last time you felt like if you are completely helpless?

mine was on the bus stop :)

you look at the paper and have no idea when the bus comes

you have no idea what time it is

I was already moving toward home to take the phones, when I saw the bus coming

not the one I needed

but the one that goes to the railway station

and they have clocks there

you see, I  live in the middle of nowhere, in the evenings buses here come once in 30 minutes (two buses come almost at the same time and then you wait for half an hour if you missed those ones), so I could not miss a chance to go to the store

and I took my chance

finally got to the shop and bought my milk

the way back home was even more complicated :)

I have three buses I can take

each one of them are on different railway stations

I usually check my phone to know which comes first and what on what station should I be going off the train


there are clocks in the shop and timetables, but my only bus, that comes from that place was in 40 minutes

not cool

so I decided to play russian roulette and pick one station of the two that I had

picked the one

the bus was in 30 minutes

cursed like a little sailor, took the train and went to another station (those stations are located very close to each other, when you go by train)

waited the train for 10 minutes

then another 15 minutes for a bus

was close to being frozen

and very angry

how do people live without phones now?



if such a simple action like going for groceries take so much time and so much nerves


I am wondering now, is it possible to live in a big city when you have no phone

I am planning to make phone free days

but then again

I need to buy hand watches

and alarm clock

and write down bus timetables from every bus stops that I use

and that I need only to wake up in the weekend morning and go to the store

I have no idea how people now communicate with the world without phones

if you take away the computers too

then it would be hard as hell

but interesting at the same time

or take it to another level

and live one single day without electricity in the city


life can be so interesting without even spending money to make it interesting

we should play that middle age game


open fire and no electricity

but first

where do people buy alarm clocks now?


Monday, March 13, 2017

I understood two words out of that one sentence

the words are: final stage :)

the sentence is:
Diatoms are diplonts with meiosis in the final stage of gametogenesis.

biology was never my favourite subject


you know I read a lot

but why the hell am I reading "Reproductive biology of plants" I have absolutely no idea :)

just because I can, I guess


dear friends, who probably understood the same two words as I did

let's find out what that evil sentence is all about
Diatoms are a major group of algae, and are among the most common types of phytoplankton
see, it is already getting better

we all know what phytoplankton is and now I know that diatoms are pretty much just super tiny algae

here is the pic

looking like a boat waffle :)

going on
Diplont - an animal or plant that has the diploid number of chromosomes in its somatic cells
aaaand for those of you, who forgot: Diploid - Of a cell, having a pair of each type of chromosome, one of the pair being derived from the ovum and the other from the spermatozoon. Most somatic cells of higher organisms are diploid.

so far we have super tiny algae with regular pairs of chromosomes
Meiosis - is a specialized type of cell division that reduces the chromosome number by half, creating four haploid cells, each genetically distinct from the parent cell that gave rise to them
that meaning, that we now have only the half of the chromosomes
Gametogenesis is the development of diploid germ cells into haploid eggs or sperm
the whole pretty much means that our super tiny algae's reproduction is binary fission (they are just dividing for reproduction)

feeling getting smarter?

I do:)

I really need to update my biology knowledge, apparently I forgot almost everything :)

Monday, February 27, 2017

She looks like a beautiful fairy

Kate Bosworth


Saturday, February 25, 2017

Amy Lee has a new song

apparently Evanescence too

and you know what?

it is pretty normal Lee's style song

and I don't love it anymore

apparently since I removed all of the sad song from my playlist I kinda forgot how they make me feel

I listened to them now

and deleted them once again

not gonna drown in that sad sad sad sea of self-pity

I am continuing stating: sad songs are evil and they will drag you down in misery


believe me, I know

wasted too much time


listen better for some positively sad song

Glorious you :)

Monday, February 20, 2017


was the only word in my head when I saw this thing in Ikea
I can be the perfect example of "lazy ass" meaning

and I knew you can find those things in the stores, but somehow I always thought they are pointless


for the cost of 3 euros I was willing to give it a try



it freaking works

the lazy side of me just became more lazier

no need to bite around

just slice the shit out of it


worth buying

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Et tu, Brute?

I died a little inside when I heard new Linkin Park song


congrats for making commercially successful song 

and listen to the sound of dying hopes of your old fans

no, boys and girls, they did not come back to Hybrid Theory sound, but rather continued doing that pop mess

I don't know


but well

their choice to make that kind of music

and we will always appreciate the good old one

I still remember all the words :)


is the number of my favourite bus

and not because it is 3 4 5 aka Pythagorean triples aka 3:4:5 triangle

and already only that can be enough to be my favourite bus

but because it makes my life easier

do I use that bus?



I live in the middle of nowhere and public transport options are very limited

I am usually using 322

but in order to catch another bus (I need to change buses to get to work) my 322 must be on time

and I am not talking about minutes, no, it is more seconds like thing :)

if I don't want to wait another 15 minutes to get the second bus

so I am usually missing 59 bus, because my 322 was 10-15 seconds late

but the moment I see 345 I know I will be on time

because if I see 345, that means it is moving ahead of us and it is collecting all the passengers my bus could have had to collect

and we skip those bus stops and I am able to catch 59 bus

it is like with people

you are not together, but you are moving on the same road parallel to each other

and you don't really need that person

you would be fine without that person

but life sucks just a little less, when you have that person next to you :)

thank you, 345 bus for making my life less miserable


Wednesday, February 15, 2017

The Great White Pyramid

now that is what I call conspiracy


good job, China!

to hide giant pyramid and keep it away from tourists for so many years


I am not even sure is it real

and are those pictures actual pictures of the pyramid

but here they are


I am always buying the least attractive buns

I buy croissants couple of times a week

and I am always choosing the worst looking ones :)

I have no idea why, but I feel bad knowing that they probably will not fulfill their purpose: to feed someone

I guess it is something like Phoebe's christmas trees thing :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2017



is hoooooooooooooot

Sunday, February 12, 2017

Thankfully we still have Michael Buble

to save our cold hearts without electro crap


and yes

I cried in the end of the video

it seems to me I cry a lot lately


We lost another one

to the world of electro crap music

but well

congratulations, James Blunt for gaining a lot of views and love from new generations

sounding just like other super mega popular electro crap artists


I don't even want to post this video, but here it is

James Blunt - Love Me Better

complaining old granny who I am


went listening to his older songs



I love trains more than I love sailing ships

mostly because I have a tendency to suffer from sea sickness each time the wind is stronger than expected

and we have big solid ships who can handle those kind of winds

so thinking about going to sailing ship makes my stomach do crazy things


but lets talk about Pamir

Pamir was the last commercial sailing ship

and even though you should never use those two words in one sentence : She was huuuuuge


to my dear landlubbers: when you talk about the ships, you should use "she"

we have a lot of wooden ships at home

but they are all those normal sized sailing ships

like this one

I have never thought, that sailing ship can actually be so big

juuuuust loooooooook aaaaat heeeeeer

unfortunately, she sunk off the Azores in 1957



some of you were born before the last commercial sailing ship was still sailing



just think about that

in 1961 the first human was placed into space

just 4 years after the last commercial sailing ship ended her job


now I am considering myself a brave woman

but something tells me I would had run away screaming like a little girl if I saw that ship


just look at those sails


Saturday, February 11, 2017

I cried the first time I heard that song

happy unexpected tears

that song and video just bring back good memories

a lot of it

and now I am smiling everytime I am listening to it

and I am smiling almost non-stop now :)

such and incredible yet simple song

DONOTS feat. Frank Turner - So Long

the chorus part stole my soul


sooooo looooong sooooo looooong soooooo loooooong

Are clouds alive???

another crazy theory from the crazy people living in the crazy world

and I am just crazy enough to believe in it for a little bit :)

there is a theory that clouds are like our mother Earth spies

like if they are silently gathering information about what the hell is going on on the surface

and occasionally help people :)

or kill people

I do believe that our biosphere is something close to perfect system, that can control itself

and if people are multiplying so fast and destroying it even faster - then it is needed

some sort of "it is always darkest before the dawn"

or "your face looks like a bloody mess right after chemical peeling, but then you will have baby skin"

that kind of thing

bad news for us

but we are so insignificant in terms of eternity, that meh, at least we lived


anyways, I know how to use Google and I am not afraid of doing it


for those of you, who skipped school on the day they talked about clouds here is the short summary that you need to know : clouds are water vapour and ice-crystals

clouds indeed, can be classified as living objects

but not because they are animals

but because they are the carriers of bacteria and sometimes fungi, providing them needed resources

it is obviously not scientifically approved and admitted, that clouds are alive

that would be super weird

and then sea water and lake water and pretty much every kind of water and winds should be classified as living objects


I do believe they are alive :)

just not in the regular way :)

there is carbon life

there is silicon life

why can they add some type of life that includes our clouds?


and every single time you look up and see a cloud


it might be watching you

who knows


If you could order a dream

would you do that?

have you heard about lucid dreaming?
A lucid dream is a dream during which the dreamer is aware of dreaming. During lucid dreaming, the dreamer may be able to exert some degree of control over the dream characters, narrative, and environment.
I accidentally had those kind of dreams couple of times

worst feeling I've ever had

when you understand that something is wrong, but you have no idea how to make sure is it real or are you dreaming

creepy old lady, creepy almost dead myself, creepy shadow

eeeeverything in those kind of dreams for me was creepy

and I still remember everything

today I read an article about possible technique that can program your dreams

you choose yourself what you want to see while you are sleeping

and apparently a lot of people are willing to try that out

they probably did not have that creepy experience, like some of us did


for me that is just another way of running away from your problems

another way of escaping reality

another way of blaming everyone for your failures

coward people need coward escape routes



not coward

that is apparently offensive now

delicate people with delicate inner world


it could turn into dream addiction

and I think it is good

there is always some percentage of people who do their best to destroy their lives

most of them over use alcohol

some of them - drugs

so why to pay drug dealers and support killers

when you can be just like in Matrix

took some pill (or got attached to some cable) and live in your dream

while brave people save the real world

I always wondered do people who use drugs (no matter how heavy that drug is, if it is illegal substance, that is enough) understand, that they are sponsoring thousands and thousands of criminal activities?

you want to escape from your reality, but does not it bother you, that people kill and rape other people so that you can get that opportunity?

I think people who buy drugs should be all punished

it is just a white useless powder

until you want to buy it


if you are such a weak person, who can't even have proper dreams (I am not talking about war veterans, that is absolutely not the same thing)

then waiting for this opportunity to program your dreams is a perfect solution for you!

another perfect solution: grow the eff some balls and face your problems

but it is not delicate enough for delicate people :)

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

New Imagine Dragons

sound more like old Imagine Dragons

less electro crap

more voice


I don't loooooove it, but I liiiiiiiiiiike it


the more I listen to it, the more I like it

video can be outstanding

but then again

their lead singer is so hot he can just stand looking into camera without doing anything else and I will still love that video :)

I baked a cake with pears

and then took every piece of pears out

because I hate pears

why did I bake a pear cake?

I have no idea

sometimes I question my actions

because I can't find any proper reason to explain them

but well

pear cake without pears tastes pretty good :)

Monday, February 6, 2017

No one calls you honey

Valerie stole my heart :)

Wednesday, February 1, 2017


I am pretty sure Lucifer has the best playlist among all tv shows


love it

Valerie Broussard - Trouble

There is something intriguing in this picture

and I have no idea what it is


Victoria Crater

Monday, January 30, 2017

Miss Universe

congrats to France

but after looking through all of the contestants' photos I had only one girl who I really liked

the other were pretty, but they looked way too similar to each other

I think Miss Universe should had been Curaçao girl


a little geography lesson

Curaçao is in the Caribbean

see, Miss Universe contest can be educational :)


Chanelle de Lau

such a beautiful woman!

and Miss Universe this year:

Kristen Dunst's fabulous hair

I was looking through pictures from SAG awards

and froze for a little bit too long on this picture

it feels photoshoped

but it is her real hair

now I even googled how her hairstyle is called to make something similar with my hell hair


it is called Tousled hair

and I am going to the hair store tomorrow to buy something called "texturizing spray"

gorgeous hair, Kristen!

Now this is not the music I am usually listening to

but I love this song

M-Dot - Shine Ft. Method Man, Dominique Larue

I am still dying a little inside, when I see what kind of "rap" music is popular today

hopefully this song gets more attention

and no

I have no idea how one minute I can listen to Open surgery (highly recommend listening to The Effects of Napalm on Human Flesh song)

the next one some blues rock

Rocky Athas Group - Slow Driver (thaaat song has some pretty cheesy lyrics, but I still love it :)

then switch to old good country

followed by Celtic punk

add some classics

and classic rock

aaaand rap music

my playlist may look like a playlist of some insane person

can I have a split musical personality?


I just appreciate good music :)

of every genre

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

They will return in July

yeah yeah

I am still hypnotizing tour dates of Dropkick Murphys


I already buried the hopes of seeing them, but then

July 2 appeared in their tour


in Belgium

so there still is a chance, that they will play live in Finland on some music fest:)

I have a hope


and I had a hat

always makes me smile :)

to another probably good news

Frank Turner is still touring


he probably lives everywhere except for his home

does he even have a home?


he will be in Europe from March

in France

and then mostly playing in UK

with Blink 182

gonna grow some hope on that one too :)

Monday, January 23, 2017

It is way too short!!!

but it is new

King Arthur


Thursday, January 19, 2017

I should probably feel bad for liking it

but I don't


baby babyyy

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

If it is working

don't freaking change anything in it


I made the same mistake that I had done last year

because of "you should take additional vitamins if you are vegetarian" kind of crap

last year I had overdose of some vitamin, when I was taking multivitamins

I still remember that itching

this time I decided that I won't take multi, but stay with veggie Omega 3-6 supplements


one week was enough for me to get covered in some skin irritation

it is like if I am allergic to vitamins :)

I eat a lot of crap and not enough proper meals

I have no freaking idea from where do I get all the stuff I need

but apparently I am perfectly fine

and extra dose of useful things breaks me down

after all of those publications about how hard it is to stay healthy while being vegetarian I feel uncomfortable not taking some supplements

I usually stick with C vitamin, because I like the taste of that :)

I guess I need to go back to Calcium, to show my brain, that I am a good person, who cares about her body :)

but first I need to get that rash off

stupid Omega

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

I had not been to hockey in 10 months


TEEEEEEEEEEEN months without hockey

not like absolutely zero, I am constantly watching Columbus Blue Jackets' incredible season

I mean the local hockey

I need to pick up my pride and go watching our Espoo United team

Espoo Blues is gone

it will never go back

we play in the lower division

and not really successfully

but I need to support them

after all

Täääääää oooooooon Espoooooooo


I am already short of money this month, so, dear Espoo, wait for me couple more weeks

or maybe I cut off my food money

I don't really need to buy so much junk :)

Monday, January 16, 2017

"Today is going to be the best day of my life!"

I read an article about one very old lady, who always answers to the question: How is it possible to live for so long? with the line "Every morning after waking up I am telling myself - Today is going to be the best day of my life!

of course I decided to try that out


the first day was Friday 13'th

yeah, just the right time to start a happy life


it was a decent day filled with dozens of little annoying things, that usually don't happen with me

if every little thing could had gone wrong - it indeed went

okay, I said to myself, maybe subconsciously I expected that day to be bad, because of the date

so I tried it once again the next morning

waking up being all that happy and positive

closer to the end of the day I was cursing like a sailor, because eeeeeeeeeeeeverything went wrong

and the amount of times that I dropped something was way beyond appropriate

but the bad day had to had an epic finale

and it had

I went buying some groceries and I took a pack of cola zero

this one:

I had bought it for I don't even know how many times

not once that paper thing that connects the bottles were torn apart


it is a solid thing to grab the bottles and put it into you shopping basket


those bottles did not know yet, that I had The Best Day of My Life!

so when I was putting them into the basket that thing kinda broke

and the bottles fell to the floor

the bottles are plastic

the floor is not tiled, but pretty soft too

what bad could had happened!

I tell you what :)

double cola fountain!!!

the cork from the first bottle magically flew away and it started erupting

the second bottle with the help of some magical creatures got TWO LITTLE HOLES on the sides and started spinning and sprinkling its insides to every direction


the row was narrow

I had nowhere to escape so fast

I just stood there being watered like a plant :)

with cola zero

from two bottles

and that was the moment when I decided: not gonna try that The best day of my life method anymore


What if your life depended on your career choice?

I had a weird dream today (like, all my dreams are weird, but this one stood out)

a lot of blood, a lot of dying people, a lot of water, a lot of green

but I remember my dreams for a long time after I wake up, so I had a chance to think about that

the point of my dream was the speech one person gave me there

the reason why people were dying is because they were working not on the jobs they love, but on the jobs they got

they were dying with pain

but fast

and that person asked me: if you were to choose one job, the right job, the job that you desire the most, no matter what job it is, what would you choose?

and he showed me, that if I pick the wrong one I would die right away


imagine the world, when that could be possible

if you are not doing what you love - you die

simple as that

but then again, are not we all dying slowly doing the things we don't really love doing?

I do not know who that man was (the man in my dream, I don't know him personally)

but he got me thinking a lot

what job would you choose?

Goooood-Baaaaaaaad-Gooooood again

those were my feelings, when I heard Rusty K - End war

the middle part is just plain bad, but the beginning and the ending of that song is so good, that I can tolerate that middle disaster :)

good job, Rusty K!


screamed pretty much everyone, when then saw that awful "5 years ago" line

you know what I am talking about

Sherlock, obviously :)

I have a new girl crush

Ria Mae

I love her voice

even electro crap does not sound impossibly bad with her voice:)

Friday, January 13, 2017

Guess who is having a new movie!

my supermegaawesome M Night Shyamalan!!!



coming next week

it feels like a much darker version of Identity

mixed with The Minds of Billy Milligan book (life story of Milligan, who was not thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat violent like that man in the trailer)

so I guess McAvoy is the more psycho version of Billy :)

and just to save James from being hated as a psycho

here are the new pictures of him

and must I admit, he is one hell of a charming man :)


is not he?