Thursday, February 28, 2013

The Gaslight Anthem

yeah, yeah, I'm writing about The Gaslight Anthem again :)

but I really love this song:


how brave must man be, to sing from the girl's point of view?

extremely brave

and he did that

the video is as heartbreaking as the song itself:

And all my life I never had a chance
Don't you think I knew about all your pretty girlfriends
But I waited for you, gave you time to decide
But you never saw it from anybody else's side
So I packed up my things and I faced up my doubts
You know I think I will grow my hair back out
Nevermind what you think
Nevermind what you like
I'll take it out to the streets for somebody else to admire
my favorite flowers in the video too:)

is it too bad if I wanna look at all of his tattoos? some people should not wear the beard and have tattoos

but not Brian Fallon

it suits him well


I talk too much

if you ask one of my elementary schoolmates did Jana talk much? you probably get "Jana? who is that?" for an answer

I was not chatty person at all

but now I can ask billions of questions, just to fill that awkward silence

or explain millions of my theories

the friend of mine, with whom I visited Helsinki in December (or was it November?) told me, that I talk a lot, but she didn't mind that

I'm not talking about he-said/she-said gossips, but somehow I always find something to talk about:)

therefore if you are going out with me, you may be sure, there will be no awkward silence, unless I'm not interested in seeing you again any time soon or unless I'm extremely tired:)

but I'm master of  asking questions, not telling stories:)

I'm not sure how must I feel about talking too much

I suppose I had not found that person to be silent with



Question: how awesome prince Harry is?

Answer: incredibly awesome:)

Every single day

I wanna shoot my brains out




but that's okaaaaaaaay

I feel bad, that I am so tired of life being only 26, but hey, I suppose you can count every year for five, when you are ill :) and because I'm ill since I was 11, then I'm 75 years old, that's a good age to be tired of living:)

I would had killed myself years ago, but I find death being ugly

I love how House said:

We can live with dignity - we can't die with it

I share his opinion

and there is always curiosity

and a challenge

a challenge to wake up every morning thinking "I hadn't died yesterday, biiiiiatches!!!"

life-long race with total dependence on medicines, doctor's boundaries for living and social cage

for now I'm winning

but then again

I wanna shoot my brains out





Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Sunday, February 24, 2013

The Gaslight Anthem

my band of the month is The Gaslight Anthem

Sometimes you simply fall in love with the voice

he has one of my favorite voices

the "rrrr" one:)

he looks like country star, but he is not

and now I have new favorite love song:

see, even love songs can be meaningful :)

and apparently I can't do nothing with my love to bearded blond men :)))

love them

Saturday, February 23, 2013

The little punk in me

is still alive and well:)

and yes, I know that I do not look like one

but the ghost of my dark teenage days is still haunting me with the desire of listening punk:)

Happy Birthday!!!!

wish you the same: courage


and damn, I always get jealous when somebody has birthday on 23th

that must be so cool

Happy Birthday!

Friday, February 22, 2013


another indie crap I desperately love:

They never loved you
They always run away

and what a video, I can name it "things I love doing in the summer": walking barefoot and swimming

sad song, though

nevertheless I love it

For those about to rock





Vinny must be super proud:)

because we are!


and congratulations to Dorsett for having Gordie Howe hat trick (=a goal, an assist and participation in a fight in one game)

thank you, Columbus Blue Jackets!

DETROIT, MI - FEBRUARY 21: Vinny Prospal #22 of the Columbus Blue Jackets celebrates scoring the game-winning goal with less than a minute left to play against Jimmy Howard #35 of the Detroit Red Wings during a NHL game at Joe Louis Arena on February 21, 2013 in Detroit, Michigan. Columbus won 3-2 (Photo by Dave Reginek/NHLI via Getty Images)


I found my soul mate!

Adam Savage!

the very last part of the video


Aluminum! I love you!

I love aluminum tooooooooooo

and I would have never thought, somebody shares my love:)))


I decided that my profile picture was way too dark, so I replaced it with the new one

a little bit brighter


and I'm back to straight hair again

sorry for standing sideways, and no, you can't see the whole picture:)

because I'm in the black dress

and although I have great legs, it was decided with my hockey bro, that the picture is little bit too exposed:)


always have a hockey bro to consult with!

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Dear Columbus Blue Jackets

I'm from Estonia (on the map that's down from Finland), which population is 1,3 million people

Among those 1,3 only approx 1000 knows what NHL is and 100 people knows all the teams

I'm pretty sure, that in those 100 I'm the only one Columbus Blue Jackets fan

Let me put it that way: I love you and I love your style of playing, it is accurate and elegant

but that is not enough, we are loosing in almost every game and that is bothering me a lot

it is like if you don't have that special something to stay motivated for the whole game

let me be that

I'm THE ONLY FAN of Columbus Blue Jackets IN THE WHOLE COUNTRY

I am not just some girl, who loved Rick Nash, but the loyal fan of Jackets no matter what and even when Rick left I knew that I'm going to stay with you

so here is the thing: if you don't have that special motivation think about that only fan in the whole Estonia, who will always be on your side and who will always incredibly happy with every win game

play for me and remember, if Ohio fans may leave you, the fan community (a.k.a me) of Estonia will always be there for you

For those about to rock!


Tuesday, February 19, 2013


the winter is almost over

Monday, February 18, 2013

Himalaya Herbals and Colgate

I'm not the most accurate person out there

sometimes I don't pay attention to the things I hold in my hands

like it was with Colgate

you know, that I don't use things, that were tested on animals, therefore I don't use Colgate, but my family refuses to use my toothpastes and they use Colgate

so yesterday I was brushing my teeth before going to bed and I almost choked to death

because I put the wrong paste

I had to use it, because, like d'oh, you can't put it back in the tube

and I have to tell you, if you use Colgate on daily basis, I know why you have bad morning breath

or bad breath at any time

seriously, it tasted like some expired food and the teeth were not clean at all, it felt like I was not brushing my teeth, but on the contrary, making it even more dirtier

I had to brush my teeth one more time after using Colgate, this time with my favorite Himalaya Herbals

don't take it as a product placement, but I strongly recommend you this beauty:

after using it, I wanted to take that tube and put it in front of Colgate tube with the words: see, that is what I call clean teeth and fresh breath!


I hadn't done that

I'm not that weird:)

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Biathlon and Super Norwegians

Norway ran away with the men’s 4 x 7.5K relay Gold medal in 1:15:39, with five spare rounds. France with a huge charge over the final 2.5K by Martin Fourcade finished second, with two penalties and seven spare rounds, 1:12.8 back. third went to Germany, with two penalties and three spare rounds, 1:18.5 back.
16.02.2013, Nove Mesto na Morave / IBU Info JK

Congratulations to outstanding performance to all Norwegians in every event!

but I just wanted to thank Svendsen for this joke:

see the yellow suit in the lower right corner?

thats German athlete (Lesser) shooting, while Svendsen finished his and turned to the crowd pretending to be Superman:)))

soooo confident:)

soooo funny:)

and many congratulations to my first biathlon love Ole Einar Bjoerndalen!

You got your gold medal again!!!

I love biathlon:)

Saturday, February 16, 2013


Frosted lighthouses

that is amazing

have you even been in the lighthouse?

I haven't yet

I played once computer game, where location was the inside of the lighthouse, so it feels like I've been there, but I hadn't



we have a lighthouse in my vicinity, so I see that lighthouse almost every day, and still I hadn't visited it

our lighthouse is not so fancy, but still:)

From Can To Can't

I'm sorry, I'm not gonna miss you

Mr Scott Howson

mainly because of that Nash trade, but even more because of that Carter failure and Voracek trade

Voracek for that Carter disaster

that was the moment I lost every respect for you

therefore, thank you, Scott Howson for all that you've done for the team, but Welcome, Mr Jarmo Kekalainen

dear American friends, I know, that you don't have ä letter in your alphabet, but just so you know, Jarmo Kekalainen is actually Jarmo Kekäläinen :)

Welcome to the team, Jarmo!

General manager Jarmo Kekäläinen!

hope you will help us!


For those about to rock!!!




Annoying student

that's me

I'm currently learning Finnish language and somehow I think my whole group will soon hate me, because of the tons of questions I ask

especially because I am in the Russian speaking group, therefore I don't even have to think, how to ask anything grammatically right


and yes, you can call me King Jana:)

because we sit on the best seats available:)

I love Finnish language, it is almost as melodic as Estonian language, but with almost every letter doubled:)))

the trick word that i like is vene

Vene in estonian is "Russian" and in Finnish it is "boat"

learning languages is fun:)

Friday, February 15, 2013

I'm here

but I was in the state of not liking this place again:)

because way too many people know about it

good news, that according to blog stats the pageviews stats  from Estonia decreased significantly, leaving me with my American friends

I like it that way, so I'm back from tomorrow in full capacity:)

and for now, just to entertain you a bit, here is the link:

Where are you on the global fat scale

I got obesity index 20 and "You have a lower BMI than 61% of females aged 15-29 in your country. You have a lower BMI than 66% of females aged 15-29 in the world. If everyone in the world had the same BMI as you, it would remove 44,050,085 tonnes from the total weight of the world's population"

and the fun part is "You're most like someone from Somalia"



Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Silent weather

I love it

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Wednesday, February 6, 2013


that you are going to buy a lovely house

lets say somewhere next to the lake

maybe lake Huron

definitely lake Huron

and you are just looking for the houses, comparing the prices and views

and when you finally bought one online and decided to move in, you come with all of your things and whoooooooosh

you have a ship wreck right next to your newly bought house


be careful!

LumiLinna SnowCastle

may be next year?

Otter cuteness overdose

by Tom and Pat Leeson

such a lovely animal:)

I don't wanna have kids

not now

not next year

not ever

I already told my parents, that I won't be having any kids unless my sister for some reasons would not be able to have any or unless my man is the only child in the family

it is not that I hate kids or anything like that


I just don't see the point of having another people in the world that can't compromise

the same conflicts over and over again

and the fact of having the kid, that can lie to you, betray you and only wanting money from you

and the fact that when your kid will have kids, it would have been your duty to look over them too

endless circle of kids

even if you only had one

so yeah, I guess I don't wanna spend my life wasting it on the kids, that may even not like me

I have a friend my age, she already has two kids and she is super mother and it suits her very well, and I'm glad for her, only people like her should get the permission to having kids


not some genetic failures like me:)

*sorry Benjamin Ryan and Hjördis

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

I had not been so ill in a while

in a long long while

my head explodes with every movement

my cough may be a reason for winning the most annoying cough in the world contest

and I feel like my insides are boiling while I'm still alive and then suddenly being thrown in the ice cave

I had not been so ill in years

I do not get any viruses on the streets, and when some family member gets ill, I will be the last one to be ill, but still

feel like a broken doll

but well, may be tomorrow I will get deep voice

like this:


I love country music

a lot :)

Monday, February 4, 2013

"You are not that smart"

told my mother when I was talking about my last trip to Finland

because I got lost everywhere I went

I do not agree with her, though

I think I am smart ass

Being smart doesn't mean not making mistakes

Being smart means being able to solve the problem and find the solution

yes, I am always late

I can be late even to the ship

but I always have a back up plan before going anywhere

yes, I am always getting lost

but I'm always in the right place in the end

I got lost twice in Espoo

still was not panicking and even though I had 30 minutes left to the game, I still got there

I'm not afraid to look retarded, when I am asking for directions on the streets

I am not afraid to take the wrong bus and to exit in the middle of nowhere

because I know, I'm smart ass, I will always find a solution to all of my problems:)

and not making mistakes is not an indicator of intelligence

not making mistakes means you either are robot, or you will be panicking like mad person, if somewhere on your way you make a wrong decision

so yes

I think "I am that smart"


Friday, February 1, 2013

I'm not big fan of Russian music

but I felt in love with this song

or may be with video

probably with the video:)

just look at that man


and the story is really good

and, okay, the song is that that bad either