Sunday, February 27, 2011

It is all good

I kinda lost that will to write smth here

For now

:)

But I still run (1km done, yaaaay)

I still love Columbus Blue Jackets (WE WOOOOON!!!!)

I still love Rick Nash (cos he is my Captain)

I still miss the lectures in university

I still deal with university projects anyway

I still wanna save the world

So it is all good now:)

Dont worry

Friday, February 25, 2011

Hockey

Tonight will probably be one of the most nerve wracking nights for us

So, Columbus Blue Jackets, listen carefully

1/1 340 021 of Estonian population loves you and needs your win game tonight

:)

So play like you usually play

calmly and confidently

Remember, that we love you

We will win, my friends, we will!

:)

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

My team

It seems to me, that I talk about my captain Rick Nash bit too much lately

So I will try not to:)

According to numbers I will tell you more about my boys

take some notes, my friends

cos my team is important to me

Steve Mason


(old photo back to 2008, but it is hard to find some new one, when his face is not covered with the mask, so sorry about that)

Number: 1

Position: Goaltender/Goalie/Goaler/Netminder

Height: 192 cm (6'4") yeap, he is almost as tall as my 193cm of happiness (I mean Nash) *some of the sources claim, that he is 193 too

Weight: 96 kg (212 lb)

Catches: Right

Born: May 29, 1988 (Age 22) younger than me:)

Birthplace: Oakville, ON, Canada of course Canada:)))oooo, Caaaanadaaaaa

I'm not gonna write anything about personal life, cos you know, it is personal, and we love him, not because he is handsome, but because he is our goalie:)

Stats for this season:

Games played: 38

Goals Against: 106

Saves: 992

Save Percentage: .903

Assists: 1

As for February 22 he is 18th in Total Wins statistics



DALLAS, TX - FEBRUARY 13: Goaltender Steve Mason #1 of the Columbus Blue Jackets walks to the ice before a game against the Dallas Stars at American Airlines Center on February 13, 2011 in Dallas, Texas. (Photo by Ronald Martinez/Getty Images)

Mason masks 2010-2011:

Mask 1:





Mask 2:





Amazing Save:



Mason's voice:



Cutie like the other boys:)

Now you know a little more about our number one:)

Steve Mason

We will win!

Running

I have watched some videos on YouTube with the recommendations on how to run more efficiently

According to those videos all I've learnt in my school about running is wrong

:)

Boooo yooooou then:)

Gonna try those advices ASAP

running can be fun

at least I hope

Sunday, February 20, 2011

My first 500m

Yaaaay

My first 500m are doooone

kinda creepy the way people look at you, when it is -15 outside and you are not wearing winter jacket

My pulse watch still thinks I'm dead, but at least it has chronograph mode and big numbers, so it is easy to look at the time

Surprisingly it is much easier for me to run at winter rather than at summer

But still, I run like a dead fish, slowly and deadly

:)))

Shuuut uuuup, at least I'm working on it

Ive noticed, that I haven't uploaded photos of me for a while, so here are some of my before and after running crap

And yes, today was the first time this year, when I was wearing something which was not black coat and black pants (yeap, I haven't worn even jeans for almost 2 months, I guess I'm getting old :)))



You see, that whaaat the fuuuck am I doing here look?:))

Yeap, I'm wearing Columbus scarf all the time, when I'm outside

So that was me thinking to run or not to run

Aaaand here are my proud 500m and even little bit more:



0,56km looks bit too pathetic

I should change km into m:)))

cos 560m is better:)))

After my proud 560m:



I guess I look much happier:))

cos yaaaaaaaay, i did it!

clothes are now all messed up and I have thin arms and Hulk mittens

:)))

for those of you, who wants to say "горизонт завален, пропорции не соблюдены" (yeap, you can use google translate now) shuuuuut uuuup, it is hard to quickly find a place in the park, where you can put the camera so that it would be at appropriate high and timer on 10 seconds:)))

This photo you can use as an image of my "Jana approves" gesture



I love my Hulk hands:)))

And I have adorable smile:)

And I run 560m

How awesome is that?:))

P.S. China watch is still working

Friday, February 18, 2011

Hockey

Today we are playing with the latest Stanley cup owners

Unfortunately (or fortunately for my boys) they are falling down so fast

With the game like that, June winners will hardly make it to the next stage

Yeap, according to the last results Chicago is 18th, and my boys are 19th:)

You see, it was really really dumb of you, Blackhawks, to sell your brilliant Niemi and Byfuglien

So, my boys, lets beat them and get 2 more points!:)

cos we need it

really really baaaad

:)

We will win!!!




Right wing Rick Nash #61 of the Columbus Blue Jackets walks to the ice before a game against the Dallas Stars at American Airlines Center on February 13, 2011 in Dallas, Texas. (Photo by Ronald Martinez/Getty Images)

Intenso

I did it!!!

I have found mp3 player, that was probably not made in China

I'm really sorry for the distractions I caused in the electronic shops with my question: I want to buy mp3 player, that costs about 50 eur and the main thing, not made in China, do you have one?

Why probably?

Well, because there is no specific line "Made in...."

Only that company is in Germany

I looked through all the papers, and still no "made in " there. At least they dont mention China either

I asked the seller, whether it is possible, that it was made in China and maybe only packed in Germany

He answered that no. It is against the law or smth like that

I believe him:)

At least I want to

Yaaaaay, I have the player now!



My ears are happy:)

My Pulse Watch

Yeah, my last made in China product finally arrived

You know what? Thank, I guess, Asian genes, that they have thin hands, cos finally I have the watch that doesn't fell off my hand:)))Still I use the very last, emm, I don't really know how is it in English, mb hole in watchband

Anyway, soon to be tested in -23 environment:)

The only thing that already bothers me is that well, my pulse watch thinks that I am dead:



And no matter how many times I tried to use that damned sensor, it still couldnt measure my pulse

I even read the instructions to be sure that I'm doing it right

At least according to instructions it has some more useful functions

My pulse watch that doesnt measure my pulse:)

Probably China people somehow know, that I dont buy their products anymore

Yaaay

:)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Columbus Blue Jackets fans

I just have to give you this link:

The Dark Blue Jacket Blog

Boys there know what are they talking about:)))

Oh yeah, Rick Nash had one of his "I'm Rick Nash and you're not" goals


To die for phrase:)

So if you are interested in our team, you are welcome there

A looooot of useful information and interesting points of view:)

btw

My Captain's goal:



We will win, my friends, we will!

:)))

My little multinational place

I know, that most of the people who know me personally, think that I'm bit too picky about the countries I like

Yes, I dont like most of the Asian and African and Middle East countries

Sorry:)

But I have my little corner of countries I like in my room



Estonian flan is not the only one in my room, I have at least 3 of them:)

And of course Swedish and Finnish:)Somehow Lithuanian too:)

And I can not kill the movie pirate in me, so I have a parrot as you can see too:)))



I even have Russian flag

Norwegian is under my personal protection

Also I have UK and Dannish flags too, but they are on my cupboard:)

Waving proudly:)))

Gonna find Canadian flag too

:)

About the parrot balloon

It is at least 5 years old

Yes, balloons fascinate me

It is like you take some certain amount of air and put a cloth on it and it will remain the same air for a long time

I have old air in my room:)

The thing is that you can create any form from the air

you simply cover it with something, if you cant see it without that help

endless opportunities for creation

:)

No China Problem

Houston, we have a problem now

My mobile phone decided that its headphones are not good enough for him anymore, so they are not working no more

I already was in nearly 7 stores

Where I simply found Sony Ericsson handsfree sets

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

Yeap, made in China

All of it

Then I decided, that maybe it is not logical to buy another new handsfree to your phone, when handsfree costs twice as much as my old friend:)))and yes, I already bought 3 sets of it this year:)))Dear Sony Ericsson, you are definitely not making good handsfree sets, but at least you have great phones

Therefore I decided to buy a new mp3 player

Which will cost probably the same or even less than new headphones

And, Houston, you probably already know what problem I have

Yeap, it seems to me, that all mp3 players were made in China

And it is kinda uncomfortable to ask the sellers all the time: where that player was made?and that one?aaaand that one?okay, sorry for bothering you:)))

I guess soon I will start going directly to sellers with one simple question: do you have any player that was not made in China?

:)))

cos I really need my music:)

coooome oooon, new Rise Against and hardly working headphones is not a good company in any way

:)

Does anybody know, where can I find player made not in China?

New Rise Against

I wish I could visit one of their concerts in Europe

But unfortunately, the timing is not really good for me

:(

Anyway, we still have 15/16 of March to die of happiness while listening to new album:)

Rise Against - Architects



Sing along with me:))

Don't you remember when you were young
And you wanted to set the world on fire

Somewhere deep down I know you do

And don't you rememeber when we were young
And we wanted to set the world on fire

Cause I still am and I still do

Make no mistake we are not afraid
To the bear the burden of repeat, but they're thinking anyway

Let's raise the stakes on the bet we made
Let's decide to be the architects, the masters of our fate

Yeah we still believe in all the things that we stood by before
And after everything we've seen yeah maybe even more
I know we're not the only ones, but we were not the first
But unapologetically we’ll stand behind each word.



Question to you: do you still believe in all the things that you stood by before?

Straight to the heart and to the brain songs Rise Against creates:)

Let's decide to be the aaaaaaarchitects, the maaaaaaaaaaasters of our fate

Sunday, February 13, 2011

We Salute You!!!

Yes you, my Columbus Blue Jackets!!!!

We wooooooooooon:))

agaaaain:))

Being extremely pale, wounded, wetty and having such a beard that is already close to the bear, he is still so handsome and so cuuuute and awesome:)))my captain



Our team has a veeeeery good goal horn:



I like the first version the most, so here you can learn some of my boys traditions:

First part is AC/DC - For those about to rock (we salute you)

Then we fire off a cannon (yes, the real one)

Third part is "No way, but the hard way"

so yeah, my brutal boys have brutal songs:)))

not some electronic crap

:)))

We will win, my friends, we will!

:)

Kids

I don't like kids

Sorry

Buuuuuuut

I never yell at children

or teens

or my age people

etc

I'm usually calm (except for being on some sport event, rock concert or playing air-hockey, there I scream a loooot)

Today I started to slowly realize, why kids are better than adults

You all know that crap about holding hands: when the kid takes your hand, cos he/she trust you his/her life and let you led him/her cross the streets and if something bad will happen, to protect:)

I rarely take hands myself, they usually trust me after some time being with me

I find it important, that if a kid turns to you to ask for a help, you should help

I remember, when my niece lived with us, 3 or smth like that years ago, once she run back home with tears, and asked my mom, to come out with her, cos some older kids said mean things about her, and I still remember the look in her eyes, when my mom said, that she doesn't have time for that crap. So I took her role, and went out to find my niece. And you know what, since then, I guess, she realize, that if she will have some problems, she can always turn to me for help. And she still does:)But important thing is not to solve all the problems, but to show how she herself can manage all the wrong things without asking for the help all the time and to be responsible.

So that's kinda cute

To be a guard for a little kid

But why do I think kids are better is some things?

Today I offered my nephew to pick whatever candy he likes in the shop, and there were a loooot of them, big packs, very expensive packs

U know what he chose?

Lollipop

Yeap, cheap lollipop

Simply, cos he really wanted it

Guess what your girl will pick in the shoes/bags/clothes store when you offer her to pick whatever she likes no matter how expensive it could be

:)))

Kids can be adorable

I guess

But I'm not yet sure

My family is ... well .... weird

Do you know what is the best thing you can have in your home while there are some kids?

Whiteboard!!!

:)))

I guess kids love to draw something

And not only kids

Teens too

And, well, 24 years old too:)))

Kinda green too, you don't throw away papers

You cant save it, but everyone has a digital camera our days

So here are some of our portraits:

Jana and how people see her:



Painter - my niece - 15 years old



Painter - my nephew - 5 years old

When I asked him, why am I like a square and what is on my head, he answered, that it is me, when I have headaches, and that black triangle is my headache. It is kinda creepy, cos I do have awful headache sometimes, but where he drew that triangle, is the exact place, where are hold my hand, if it gets too painful:)I never knew, he noticed that:)So I guess I have square face, while being ill:)))



Painter - my nephew - 5 years old

After that black painting I asked him to draw me, when I'm not having headache

It seems to me, that I smile quite a lot:)))Such a lovely painting:)

My niece

Then he drew my niece, or his sister:))

Everyone in my family smiles a lot, I guess:))



Painter - my nephew - 5 years old


My sister



Painter - my nephew - 5 years old

Dont ask, I didnt get it, why she has her arm on the back, and looks like some sort of deep water creepy thing:))

And here we have some of us, being part of SpongeBob SquarePants:

Few years ago, while we were playing some game on the street with my niece and one of my sisters, we started to make jokes about the sounds we made, and somehow it ended me being Squidward, my niece being SpongeBob and my not that smart sister being Patrick:)))

Jana - Squidward



Painter - my niece - 15 years old

I always say, that I'm Squidward:)))I know, he is some sort of a negative hero there, but I like him anyway:))

Don't even bother to make jokes about my huge Squidward nose:)))

Nastja - SpongeBob



Painter - my niece - 15 years old

Sveta - Patrick



Painter - my niece - 15 years old

Yes, I asked her, why she drew hair well, not only on the head, she answered, that was in the animation:)))And the line on bad Russian, means "I'm going to make another mask for my hair":)))Cos in real life she does it really often:)))

My Dad - Mr Crabbs



Painter - my niece - 15 years old

We laughed so long, when she drew it:)))My dad really has that something which makes him similar to Mr Crabbs

Yeah, may be we have a bit strange family, but I love it

:)))

Friday, February 11, 2011

Tree

Say hello to my new friend

bonsai tree

Little cutie nature wonder

I hope it will stay alive for years

Meet my tree: Tree (yes, its his name; official name Sagarethia, so may be its a girl after all)




I forgot to put some object so that you can understand how small it is

But that black box on the right side is external drive

So it is small:)

Today I woke up with two strange red spots on my arm

I hope I'm not allergic to my new friend:))

Exploring Estonia

I'm ready!

Finally found the books I like



And now I will start slowly, but carefully exploring my own country:)

And city:)

Have nothing more to add now

Except, that my fav Dorling Kindersley travelling books about Estonia were printed in China:(

So I couldnt buy it

I wanted to cry in a bookstore for the first time in my life:)

Cos I really liked those Dorling Kindersley books

I hope that not all of them are printed in China

And also I wanted to buy 1001 Natural Wonders You Must See Before You Die



But well, printed in China

:)))

Found the estonian version of the same book

But there were not a single word where exactly this book was printed

I guess I need to find out that myself:)

Made in China

I never really thought how dependent are we on china production

You see, even buying simple white socks now is like a treasure hunting for me:)))

In my favorite supermarkets

Almost all of it was made in China

One thing that some of the manufactures simply do not mention, where exactly it was all made

They only add, that "produced for LaLaLaLa Estonia(Latvia, Lithuania etc)"

Yes, for, not in

So you can think off whatever country you like, I guess

:)))

but now I have socks from Italy and Germany and even Estonia

so yaaaaaaaaaaaay:)))

took some time to find, but now i know where to buy it(Lindex and Prisma for those of you who are interested)

Little less China in my home

yaaaaaaay

:))

Hockey

Well, to talk about Canada and not to mention my captain

that would be a huge mistake:)

cos my boys are awesome:)))

CBJ cs Penguins

wanna know the result?

4:1

Foooour freaking oooone

:))))

How the hell are we still almost at the bottom of the standings?

when we can play 4:1 with penguins:))




R.J. Umberger #18 of the Columbus Blue Jackets celebrates with Antoine Vermette #50 of the Columbus Blue Jackets and Anton Stralman #6 of the Columbus Blue Jackets after Vermette's third period goal against the Pittsburgh Penguins on February 8, 2011 at CONSOL Energy Center in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. Columbus defeated Pittsburgh 4-1. (Photo by Jamie Sabau/Getty Images)

Feeding the good wolf definitely works

So, Dear Columbus Blue Jacket fans, feed your good wolves:)))

And we will win, my friends, we will:)

But lets try harder, cos we lost the last game to San Jose

Thinking positive, at least not 3:7, but 2:3

So its not catastrophic

We have the faith in you, Columbus

We Will Win!!!

:)))

Canada!

Weeeeee aaaaaaaareeeeee goooooooing to Canaaaadaaaa!!!!

February 10th

2012

:)

Not because we have to, but because we want to:)

And by "we" I mean the same girl with whom I was in Sweden and me of course:))

I hope that in a year she will become more brave :)

Ooooo, Caaaaanadaaaaa

I solved one of my problems

Having plans, but most of it never come to life

Why?

Because it misses the time limits

Every year I tell, that "next year I will surely fly to Canada"

It was always some sort of a dream

But 10th of February is dream no more, it is goal:)

We have a goal now:)

Meet me in Canada:)

WE ARE GOING TO FIND YETI!!!!

:)

may be:)

probably the last thing that I am really afraid of

Yeti:)))

So I'm going to the land of sweet bear looking man to fight my last fear

And watch hockey:)))

And watch hockey:))

And again to watch hockey:))

You can watch hockey everywhere there, dont you?

Ohhh, the land of frozen nature

"It's way too cold in Canada to worry about that"

:)))


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I wanna go back to Sweden

Just to be free again

You know, sleeping in tunnelbana and McDonald's:)

Wander around the city

Meeting new people

Learning new language

Watching your favorite team playing hockey:)))

And not to think about the people who worry about you all the time (i.m. family)

You see, they think because I am ill, I'm not allowed to do anything

So silly of them:)

That's another reason I'm writing in English, cos they don't know that language

I probably will continue my attempts to explore my own country

Will buy some travel guide I will start my journey of a thousand miles:)

cos lately I started to feel myself caged again

and I don't want that

So my plan for tomorrow, to get a book, either to buy a new one, or to find some previously bought one:)

Yes, I'm starting with single steps to reach the dream

Join me if you want

You know where to find me

:)

Hockey

Being a good fan

Wearing my team scarf all the time

Trying to be more nice to people

Thinking positive

Forgiving all the bad things people did

and you know what

I hope my good wolf gets enough food to make me happier:)

cos we wooooon!!!

Two games in a row

:)))

Not much, but still

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step

:))

We will win, my friend, we will:)

For those of you, who understands Russian: results

I love that pic




Jared Boll #40 of the Columbus Blue Jackets celebrates his goal with teammates Derek MacKenzie #24 and Andrew Murray #17 while Jimmy Howard #35 of the Detroit Red Wings and Jonathan Ericsson #52 look on during an NHL game at Joe Louis Arena on February 4, 2011 in Detroit, Michigan. (Photo by Dave Reginek/NHLI via Getty Images)

Like whaaaat? :)))




Rick Nash #61 of the Columbus Blue Jackets is held in check by Henrik Zetterberg #40 of the Detroit Red Wings in a game on February 4, 2011 at the Joe Louis Arena in Detroit, Michigan. The Blue Jackets defeated the Wings 3-0. (Photo by Claus Andersen/Getty Images)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Two wolves

An old Grandfather said to his grandson, who came to him with anger at a friend who had done him an injustice, "Let me tell you a story.

I too, at times, have felt a great hate for those that have taken so much, with no sorrow for what they do.

But hate wears you down, and does not hurt your enemy. It is like taking poison and wishing your enemy would die. I have struggled with these feelings many times." He continued, "It is as if there are two wolves inside me. One is good and does no harm. He lives in harmony with all around him, and does not take offense when no offense was intended. He will only fight when it is right to do so, and in the right way.

But the other wolf, ah! He is full of anger. The littlest thing will set him into a fit of temper. He fights everyone, all the time, for no reason. He cannot think because his anger and hate are so great. It is helpless anger,for his anger will change nothing.

Sometimes, it is hard to live with these two wolves inside me, for both of them try to dominate my spirit."

The boy looked intently into his Grandfather's eyes and asked, "Which one wins, Grandfather?"

The Grandfather smiled and quietly said, "The one I feed."



I'm feeding the good wolf now:)

No more "Made in China"

products

for me

today I bought the last one

pulse watch

cos I really needed it

But since February 6 19:30PM

I will try not to buy anything new, which was made in China

Wanna see how long will I be able to do that

You know, it is bit hard to do that in a world which is actually almost fully made in China:)

Sorry, Chinese people

I'm not supporting your economic rise and child slavery no more

Enough is enough

:)

Hello Europe manufactures!

Friday, February 4, 2011

Ghost Ship

One of the best thrillers of all times

I rarely watch that kind of a horror movies twice

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, Ghost Ship is watched at least 4 times

And I'm pretty sure I will watch it more



That sort of my child fear

To see a rusted huge ship in the sea

creepy creepy creepy

But the story is amazing

If you watch it not on official DVD, then you will probably have some questions left, after watching this movie

If you have one, then in the special features section everything is explained

I'm not gonna tell what about this movie is

Cos mostly because it will be a huge spoiler

Three things:

1) Amazing special effects and story

The ship is like real

both versions: the new one and the rusted one



2)Amazing soundtrack

Gabriel Mann - My little box



I can listen this one song for hours

It is so creepy yet so hypnotic:)

Lyrics is beyond good

Lyrics:

Silent in my sanity
I live save inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again

I let you win, you come on to me
And you're so fucking brave
A chewed out lighten candle
Fell in my cool and empty cave
Somewhere in your world
They tell you this is what the people need
Doing all that shit on me
And leave me here to bleed

Cradle falls
(I live save inside my cell)
(In the darkness that surrounds me)
Unholy walls

Cradle falls, unholy walls
Cradle falls

Silent in my sanity
I live save inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again

You woke me out of my secret grave
You let your pretty world in

Cradle falls
(I live silently inside my cell)
(You woke me out of my sin)
Unholy walls
(You woke me out of my secret grave)
(You let your pretty world in)
Fall...

Now you're in my world
Did you dream it be so small
My little box was perfect
'Till you destroyed it all
My sanctity of sorrow gone
Forever in it's place
The sacred sweet of you
Is all that's left to taste

Feeling claustrophobic
Now my world is closing in
Subtle retribution
Where I am and where I've been
I'll take you to a place
You never knew could be
Curled up, in my little box

Cradle falls

Aaaaaahhhhhh

Perfect

For those of youu who prefer more heavy music, there is one perfect song too:

Mudvayne - Not Falling



Lyrics:

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless

Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)


Have you noticed how much good music is in the world?:)

Unfortunately, not on TV

But who knows where to look, will find it:)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive

3) Actors

Esp Desmond Harrington

Giiiiiiirls, how the hell can we be not in love with him?:)))



Only to look at his pretty face the movie is worth watching:)))

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Rick Nash

Yeap, it is sort of sport thinking day for me

After All Star game I realized, that Ive never heard my captain's voice

and with the shaking hands i typed Rick Nash our home

with a thought please please please have as beautiful voice as your body is



Yeap, as perfect as he is himself:)))

That voice, that sipmly covers you all:)))

Smiling bear:)))

Smile more:)

My Captain

I hate running crap

but still I'm gonna run 12km

On May 1st

:)))

Not because I like it

But because it's a deal day

and mine is to run 12km

thats oookay I guess:)

Keeping in mind, that the longest distance that I've ever run was like.....dont make jokes about this....2 km:)))

Yeap 2:))))

by the 1st of may i have to x6 this:)))

And I will

cos I have some ideas, how to run fast and not to feel tired

"The future belongs to science and those who make friends with science"

Running can be science too

Unfortunately I dont have a place to run, cos all of the streets are covered with snow:)))

But I will manage to solve it too:))

Run, Jana, run!

NHL All Star Game

First of all

Dear NHL guys, THANK YOU, for being so awesome:)))I haven't smiled thaaaat much for such a long time in a while

In 20 years I probably will have a lot of wrinkles, but it is worth it:)))

OMG

How handsome all of those players are

Like really, not that gay faced crap what we see on TV and in the movies

But perfect real men's beauty

The parade of awwwww cutie cutie cutie bears

Except for some of them

who have that damned gay face

but may be they are just too young yet

Their smiles, their jokes, their strength

Thaaaaats what Jana want to see

:)))

And how my captain Nash scores



And that thing in SuperSkills

Fastest Skater

esp Goalie race:))))

That gave me at least 5 more years to live:)))



Obviously I am team Staal:)))

And shut up, my captain Nash is not that weak:)))how he was in Hardest shot

:)))

I'm still smiling, that amazingly awesome those 2 nights were:)))


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

The pain was so immediate and so fierce that Lisbeth stopped in mid-stride, incapable of movement. Part of her wanted to rush after them. She wanted to take the metal sign and use the sharp edge to cleave Berger's head in two. She did nothing as thoughts swirled through her mind. Analysis of consequences. Finally she calmed down.

"What a pathetic fool you are, Salander," she said out loud.

She turned on her heel and went home to her newly spotless apartment. As she passed Zinkensdamm, it started to snow. She tossed Elvis into a skip.

Being responsible

I have no idea

Whether people can use my organs or not (cos I have, you know, sugar blood:))

But I have my donor card

Here in Estonia, we do not have some sort of official system, where you can find all of the donors yet





I'm sorry for that ugly white space, but i prefer not to publish my identity code in the Internet

So I'm taking that card with me all the time

Holding it in my wallet

Next to my Rise Against concert ticket:)))

So if I die in some car accident, you can tear me apart, only you can't touch my head (so that means you cant take my eyes too)

Feel free to have my little black heart and other perfectly healthy organs (except some diabetic crap)

Rise Against

You know that if I'm talking about music

I cant ignore the fact, that my boys have a new song



I have my mother’s dreams,
I have my father’s eyes,
You can’t take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.
The cursed city sleeps,
Watch ions in the sky,
Preparing to unleash,
Let loose a mighty cry.

Can nobody save us?
Will anyone try?
The pyre is burning,
The severance is dying.
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Hold my hand to help see.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Five thousand feet below,
As black smoke engulfs the sky,
The ocean floor explodes,
Eleven mothers cry.
My bones all resonate,
A burning lullaby,
You can’t take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.

She says that’s the shoreline,
With hands in the air,
Her words miss the dark light,
Does anyone care?
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way

(They said, they said)
Hold my hand, to help see.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Right here! Right here! [x3]

Choking on the black gold,
Upon which we rely,
We keep actions in the attics,
To see cameras in the sky.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)

We were told just to sit tight,
Cause somebody will soon arrive.
Help is on the way.
But it never came!
It never came!

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Hold my hand, to help see.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.
On the way.


Best voice EVAAAAR

March 15th

NEW Album

You know where you can find me on March 15th:)

In a CD store

And then next to my player

Falling in love with this band again and again and agaaaain

Guano Apes and P.O.D

Guess who is coming to Tallinn?!!!

you must be really stupid, if you didn't get that from the post title

Guano Apes and P.O.D!!!!!

Guano Apes: 16.04 tickets here

P.O.D: 29.05 tickets here

Yaaaaaay

Old school:)))

Already bought the tickets, ready to go and scream my lungs out



Unfortunately it is not Rise Against

But I will probably try to attend their concert somewhere near Estonia, mb Finland or Sweden, should check that later

Here you can watch and listen some of the best Guano Apes and P.O.D

My fav "Open your eyes"



Lyrics:

Hide your face forever
dream and search forever

Have you ever been for sale ?
when your isms get smart
oh so selfish and mindless
with that comment in your eye

Do you think that you are hard ?
really harder than the other
man you're acting cold
if you are not in charge

Don't split your mentality
without thinking twice
your voice has got no reason
now is the time to face your lies

Open your eyes, open your mind
proud like a god don't pretend to be blind
trapped in yourself, break out instead
beat the machine that works in your head

Will you offer me some tricks
if I ever need them
would you go into that room
if I call 'em

Do you think that you are better
really better than the rest
you realize there's a problem
I know that you can give your best

Have you ever had a dream?
or is life just a trip?
a trip without chances
a chance to grow up quick

Open your eyes, open your mind
proud like a god don't pretend to be blind
trapped in yourself, break out instead
beat the machine that works in your head

Hide your face forever
dream and search forever
night and night you feel nothing
there's no way outside of my land

Open your eyes, open your mind
proud like a god don't pretend to be blind
trapped in yourself, break out instead
beat the machine that works in your head

Open your eyes, open your mind
proud like a god don't pretend to be blind
trapped in yourself, break out instead
beat the machine that works in your head

"Break the line"



Lyrics:

you can get it
come and climb under my skin
overtake it
pushing me on a fast lane
come lets get away
no one knows you like i do
we will pass it if
you let the tires kiss the ground

you should go ahead
so fast
you should go ahead
so fast
you should go ahead
so fast

break the line
we have to go
cause theres no way back
where we're coming from

i`m your engine
got you strapped into my seat
here is our tactic
we get faster
the more i scream
come lets get away
no one drives you like i do
i`m collapsing
when the tires kiss the ground

you should go ahead
so fast
you should go ahead
so fast
you should go ahead
so fast

break the line
we have to go
cause theres no way back
where we're coming from

and all i try is to break the thin line
nothings gonna stop the way of life
be sure that that it's safe
i`ll show you a place
where we can be and everyone is dreaming of

you should go ahead
so fast
you should go ahead
so fast

break the line
we have to go
cause theres no way back
where we're coming from

"No Speech"



Lyrics:

Ready to take off
do it slow
I’m living on the bottom
I got to go
five little fingers
grabbing at the glass
gone, those days
now I’m running
up and down in my cage

Too late to defend, I’m buried - insane
don’t you know there’s more to life than to win
are you that kind of stereotype?
there´s no time, there’s no time
there’s nothing I could answer

No Speech
as long as I get nothing
No Speech
as long as I get nothing
but I got to get home
so let me free, this is not my home

Put away your flashing stick
don’t try to get closer-through my head
give me , give me more of your own
a little more, don’t wanna be , don’t wanna be
anybody’s clown

Too late to defend, I’m buried - insane
don’t you know there’s more to life than to win
are you that kind of stereotype ?
there's no time, there’s no time
there’s nothing I could answer

No Speech
as long as I get nothing
No Speech
as long as I get nothing
but I got to get home
so let me free, this is not my home

I got to get home
I've got to get home
oh boy
I've got to get home
I've got to get home

I've got got to get to get
You got got to get to get
I've got got to get to get
You got got to get to get

No Speech
as long as I get nothing
No Speech
as long as I get nothing
but I got to get home
so let me free, this is not my home

No Speech
as long as I get nothing
No Speech
as long as I get nothing
but I got to get home
so let me free, this is not my home
I've got got to get


They have a looooooot of amazing songs


And some P.O.D

My fav "Satellite"


Lyrics:

Verse 1:

I wonder how clear it must look from there to here
No obstruction, this selfish corruption
All in this atmosphere
No fear, less tears, only time to catch my breath
I fail to inhale
Your love constricts my chest
Confusion blinded me, mental and physically
And it's because of you that now I can see
So now I can run. I follow the Son and ride on to Zion
And dance this last song of freedom
But only time will tell, if it's truly for real
Can't change your mind, all I know this is what I feel
Whether I'm wrong or right, please keep my life in sight
And never take you eyes off me

Bridge:

As I look up to the sky today
Well I can see you looking down on me
It brings a smile to my face again
S-S-S-Satellite

Chorus:

Satellite
Satellite

Verse 2:

It's truly one of a kind, like star shine, beyond night time, are you there
My eyes stare to find, just what's behind this blind notion of mine, is it
genuine
Cause sometimes, it plays tricks with my mind, some call it asinine
But it's like love or hate, now is that real or fake?
Cause it's a real thin line, but that's your choice to make
The question at hand, help me understand, is this your plan?
I think I can, can I think, then I think I can
Because I won't break (nah), and I won't shake (nah)
With lifted hands to this Man (Jah), I'll stand in faith
I'll make it through, my trust in you
Close my eyes, make a wish, kiss the sky
Hey there I see you

Shining Light
Shining Light
Blinding Light
Blinding Light
Shining Light
Shining Light
Blinding Light
S-S-S-Satellite

Chorus:

Satellite
Satellite
Satellite (When I look up to the sky today, I can feel you looking down on me)
Satellite (It brings a smile to my face again, satellite)

Satellite
Satellite
Guiding Light
Guiding Light
Shining Bright
Shining Bright
Guiding Light
Guiding Light
Satellite (As I look up to the sky today)
Satellite
Blinding Light (satellite)
Blinding Light
Shining Light (It brings a smile to my face again)
Shining Light
Guiding Light
Guiding Light

It's truly one of a kind, like star shine, beyond night time

Are you there? - (echo/repeat X 8)

"Alive"



Lyrics:

Everyday is a new day
I'm thankful for
Every breath I take
I won't take you for granted (I won't take you for granted)
So I learn from my mistakes
It's beyond my control
Sometimes it's best to let go
Whatever happens
In this lifetime
So I trust in love (so I trust in love)
You have given me
Peace of mind

Chorus:
I feel so alive
For the very first time
I can't deny you
I feel so alive
I feel so alive
For the very first time
And I think I can fly (fly)

Sunshine upon my face (sunshine upon my face)
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world
How I feel inside (Tell the world how I feel inside)
Even though it might
Cost me everything
Now that I know this
So beyond, I can't hold this
I can never
Turn my back away
Now that I've seen you (Now that I've seen you)
I can neva look away

Repeat chorus

Now that I know you
(I could never
Turn my back away)
Now that I see you
(I could neva look away)
Now that I know you
(I could neva
Turn my back away)
Now that I see you
(I believe no matta
What they say!)

"Going in Blind"



Lyrics

One day... Some day..

This life *not* like you wanted it.
His eyes I can see again, I need you here.
In your mind nobody's listening.
It's alright not to feel again,
Just breath again...

Time after time I walk the fine line,
But something keeps bringing me back.
Time after time I'm going in blind,
I don't know which way I need to go...

Feels like your world is caving in
And I cry, failing to understand,
I wish I can...
It's alright if you're missing him,
In his eyes you can live again,
Free within!

Time after time I walk the fine line,
But something keeps bringing me back.
Time after time I'm going in blind,
I don't know which way I need to go!

Time after time I walk the fine line,
But something keeps bringing me back.
Time after time I can't see the signs,
I don't know which way I need to go!
Do all these roads lead me back to you...
I don't know which way I need to go.
one day? Some day!

Time after time I walk the fine line,
But something keeps bringing me back.
Time after time I'm going in blind,
I don't know WHICH way I need to go!

Time after time I walk the fine line,
But something keeps bringing me back.
Time after time I can't see the signs
do all these roads *lead* me back to you,
One day....



Yeah, I'm pretty sure, I will have some good memories after those concerts:))